This is a serious, psychologically sophisticated book about a teen athlete trying to outswim his dead brother's legacy while drowning in grief and rage. It's not an easy read, and it shouldn't be—suicide, mental illness, and complicated family dynamics don't get tied up neatly.
What makes it valuable is the honesty. Eva Clark, a psychologist, doesn't offer pat answers or quick healing. Gus is angry, sometimes unlikeable, and very real. The sports world is rendered authentically (Kobe Bryant's involvement matters here), showing how competitive swimming can be both the source of trauma and the vehicle for processing it.
The 4.8 Amazon rating and consistent reviewer praise suggest this resonates with its intended audience. But parents need to know: this is not a book to hand a 12-year-old struggling with sadness. It's for older teens who can handle explicit discussion of suicide and have the emotional bandwidth to sit with difficult feelings.
If your teen is ready for it—or if they're an athlete dealing with pressure, or grieving, or navigating complicated family stuff—this could be genuinely helpful. Just make sure they're prepared for what they're walking into, and maybe read it yourself first so you can talk about it together.






