This is the real deal: a National Book Award winner that tackles school violence, autism, and grief without being exploitative or saccharine. Erskine gives us Caitlin's voice with authenticity and respect—her literal interpretations, her sensory overload, her confusion when the world doesn't follow rules.
The school shooting angle will make some parents hesitate, and that's fair. But the book isn't about violence; it's about what comes after. How do you move forward when your anchor person is gone? How does a whole town heal? Caitlin's search for closure—a concept she doesn't initially understand—becomes the community's search too.
Some readers found the pacing slow, and yeah, it's deliberate. You're in Caitlin's head, processing the world the way she does. If your kid wants action and plot twists, this isn't it. But if they're ready for a character study that builds empathy and grapples with real pain? This is excellent. Just be ready to talk through the heavy stuff together.






